Dear Ma.
dont talk to me abt fairness. you seem to never care abt my life, and why are you caring now? when were you ever fair towards me ? bro was jealous cos i gt things i wanted but tht was just bcos i wanted them & not cos you really wanted to buy them fr me as presents. never have i recalled one day when you would really truly care abt me .. i really wanted you to care. everything was a no, while sis and bro gt yes .. fr the same blooody things. & the reasons fr the no never made sense. never ma, never. im sick of this shit. im sick of your lectures. of your sudden talks abt things tht doesnt relate to me. not all ppl are bad ma. im not those girls in the newspapers. im not those stupid girls who get pregnant at a young age, get tattoos, be in gangfights, or the girls who get conned or wht such aft chatting with ppl online ma. im not. im not saying im perfect, but im trying to say tht im nt them. im not the great lil daughter u wanted. im not gonna achieve those expectations u set fr me. im not. but i can try fr my own sake. im not like you ma, im not a genius. im not in the first class. im not the only malay girl in class. im not improving in my class positions every year like you ma. im not the type of a girl tht can get frm 33 to 20 in half a yr ma. im not you, please remember this ma. times have changed. 2007 is not wht life fr you used to be. i was nt born at a kampung like you. im not frm a malay pri sch like you. my malay suck, my maths suck, my science suck, i dont knoe how to cook, i dont do chores. im nthg like you, except tht i am ur daughter. all i can do is to try and achieve wht you have achieved. to do my best in everything. but thts all i promise ma. i'll aim to reach ur standards but i will not be you. Ma, im Atikah & Youre Norliah. Im Not Gonna Be Another Norliah Ma.