Okae. Kendrick cheering me up.
Thankyous.
He sent that damn bloody message.
NOO !

Im SOO glad tmr is a ( i love you ! (: )Sunday !
or Im tooott.

Okae.
Roti hangus.
Terbakar.
Tidak boleh ke masa yang tadi lagi.
):

OKae. CRAP ? yeah, bear with it.
UMM, crap ? ooh tooot.

As I thought everything was smooth sailing
It went upside down
Oh god, HELP ?
Please?

I knoe I ve been a bad daughter to both my parents
I ve been a bad sibling to both my siblings
I ve been a bad cousin to all my cousins
I ve been a lier to my mom for years
I ve broken promises to my friends, myself & family
I didnt help my cousin when she needed me
I broke her trust in me
I broke my trust in my beloved Ma
I wasnt wanted by someone
I never trusted in you that much
Cause my dreams, wishes, hopes, goals never came true
Have I been a good girl this year ?
Cause I got the two things I wanted
Silvers for BOTH canoeing& malaydance.
I dont think I ve appreciated my life in this world as much
As I ve should have

And all Im wishing for now are
~ To pass my exams& make mummy proud
~ Something I shouldnt say.

Please HELP ! I knoe Im not a good example
I knoe Im not a good role model
But all I want is to make Ma proud
To see me grow into a confident girl
To make her proud that Im her daughter
Her innocent little girl
That was supposed to be the responsible one
Im sorry for all the sins that I ve done
Please forgive me
& grant my wishes please ?
Thankyou in advance.