bored.
oh boo~listening to jessica simpson. thanks to darwita. i wanna buy the cd la. oh gosh. im loving her songs. whoa. found out something i dotn think i should knoe. ooh. suspense. hwehhweh, nothing la. someone hating someone. oklarh not hating. shoosh, shut up already. just now have Malay Dance. oh gosh, NEED TO WEAR SPORT SHOES. i cant run.. stupid muscle strain. planned to go to McDonalds and eat Breakfast. wanted to try the Bagel With Omelette. oh gosh. ATTACK OF THE GOSH. hwehhweh. boredness running. told muhsin this,'theres always beylo-ness in an emo's soul.. like you!' fyne. jahat. If you were my lover... jessica i lovee ur songs woman. okeyh, one month of singlehood beybeh ! whoosah. Erh, pesta perdana? suhaimi singing, either finishing or starting. i think starting. hungry. i wanna eat. oh boo- Btw, faris is the CAUSE OF BOREDOM.. hahhas. and hes slenge AND beylo AND kepo. hahs. faris& syahir is IN...... fyne, im not THAT bad. AH ! malay dance just now. hahs, so funny. must act like got bow and arrow. and pull and blahs. hwehhwahhwuh. i wanna change blogskin. BOO! so cute.. KITTY(: so cute. mumbling. MIKE WEZAOSKI. i knoe not correct, thts how she pronounce wht((: so cute,. oteyh. story telling time.

i dont wanna care about us. i dont wanna care anymore. i used to wanna care a little bit. but i am caaring way too much. i dont wanna care by jessica simpson. listening. reminds me of something.

i dont understand, why there are hatred everywhere. seems to be thinking MORE AND MORE. i wanna stop thinking. ive had enough. ive had enough of you and wht ure doing. please let me go. please let me feel abt you like the old times. i dont wanna continue this hating game. i act nice. i talk to you. but inside im SUFFERING.inside im crying. inside im breaking apart. inside im breaking down. i rather shut up then share. shutting up is better than anything else cause it helps. all i want is you to just sae sorry. there AGAIN, im asking for the person to sae sorry. been there done there. oh goodness girl, why cant you stop. when can u stop being confused. feeling one way and feeling another. wanting to relive ur life again. its a retake of my life.... how i wished the girl before me could have warned me same script different cast by whitney houston. never realised how many people are writing this types of songs tht seem to reflect my life. can i just let go? can i just be me again. i lost myself again and again. ive had enough. i wanna be strong. i wanna stop being stupid. i wanna stop just thinking of when to just sae it. to just tell you to just get out of my life. i just wanna breadown and cry in fornt of you and make u realise how sad i am. about you, about everyone. some people are not wrong. some just wanted to be in the wrong. some just wants to play the hating game. the blaming game. the accusing game. let me ask you, was i just for show? to everyone who made me suffer. to everyone who made me cry, dont you have anything else to do? i cried my heart out to you yet i never got it back. you acted like nothing is wrong. for DAYS, i felt so sad that i rammed my fist into the wall. do you knoe how painful that is. so many blows at one second to my mind that the hurt my fist went through never maked up for it. i didnt talk to you, i didnt knoe wht was going on. u could have talked to me and tell me couldnt you? u and ur friend. just the same. did something so stupid that it made me realise how stupid i can be. to trust u two can keep a secret, to keep quiet.. TO JUST SHUT UP. can u just zip ur mouth? it doesnt work that way huh? want me to treat you the same way? two down, one to go. past present and next the future. quit toying with my heart. i aint some puppet u can command to just shut up. hat eme all u want. roll ur eyes all u want. i dont give a damn. all i care is how u can do that without feeling wrong. was i REALLY for show. or did u really care? why is evryone aiming at me with their bow and arrow? just waiting to shoot at my already fragile heart. cmon act tough. act tough with me. u dont knoe how much it hurts assholeS. u think its funny? u think u can just scold me just like that. just because im a GIRL, doesnt mean im meant to be toyed with alright? whats with guys? are they just insane or wht? or their just plain bored that they must lie& boast to people? why must they lie? do they have anything to do? oh gosh, i dotn understand. reliving my life, isit so hard? can u just get that i may have a bad day and that i dotn need some crap from u to go along with it?
i dont need crap from u guys. i need you to be honest assholes. thank you(:

do mind me. do read cause its quite ENLIGHTENING. hwehhweh. im talking abt two people at once. so if its mixed up or it doesnt look like its two people then sorry then. they seem to be the same come to think of it. swiishswuushswoosh. isit obvious? hmm. should read again.
need to do Ask'N'Learn. huuh, lazybitch runs. oh gosh(: bye lar. update later.